Needs some serious help from finals. I know everyone does but my lifes pretty much over if I don’t get like A’s or better in all of them. Lord help me. Please

I hate how “some people” meaning one person, acts like they are sooo much better than me. What the heck? Can’t you leave me alone? I haven’t done anything to you. And what does acting better than me do? Make you feel better about yourself? I can tell you right now I don’t care if your better than me. I can tell that you are intimidated by me. But I’m not the one acting like I’m better than everyone. If you do that, that makes you better than no one. End of story.

I miss when I used to be most important to him….where I was number one…. I miss those days where it used to be just us and no one judged us….those days where they were happy about us. Now their just confounded by us. I don’t understand how something so unique can go so far forward then so far back in little to no time at all. I miss those days. Where no one had issues with anyone. Everyone was happy. He cared so much. Those days. Before we grew up. Or maybe I only I have? I’m not meaning to be depressing. Just letting it out. I don’t want people to jump to conclusions or talk behind peoples backs… Don’t judge if you don’t want to be judged? Is that how that goes? Hmm. I miss those days before we had all these things to do. We never spend time together….barley talk. Distanced. But yet people seem to believe we hang out all the time. When the truth is I don’t even see you…. I see everyone else so much more. I guess I just miss you. The old you? Or just you. Idk anymore. But I’m miss the days it was easy. Those days.